Who would you be if I could have you be anyone? What would I write if I could tell you anything? Would something change?
Thoughts.
Bouncing around in my head at all times. About everything.
Life.
Death.
Pain.
Fear.
Love.
I have something to say, but have not yet figured out how to say it. I feel like a small child first learning how to speak. The message is clear in my mind, but each time I try to share it, it becomes lost in translation, coming out like an indiscernible squeal from an over-excited toddler. It cannot be understood.
And so here I will type it out into the ether.
There will be many times such as these full of scribbling nonsense, put here for my own gratification - a way to make physical that which plagues my mind. Perhaps you will come across something profound from time to time. I'd like to think so. It is my wish that we can grow from these various rantings to a deeper fundamental understanding.
Or maybe we can just be.
-Vanessa
